grief. one of many thoughts to come.

the pain is unbearable
the pain is overwhelming.
it's physical,
it's spiritual. 
there is no antidote,
no medicine 
to take these feelings away. 
they overtake the body, the heart, the mind
relentlessly reminding you that they are gone. 
there is no coming back
there is no hope.

gone
gone 
she is gone
gone 
forever.